I’m so emotional today. Ughhhhhhhhhh. I’m starting to miss Rog. The only person who truly touched my heart. Planning a surprise trip to see him.

Ew. I sound so girly and sentimental. What the hell happened to me?

After looking back on everything I’ve been through these past few years, I’m amazed at who is still left in my life that has really made themselves mean something to me. Sometimes going through the worst time in your life shows you just want you need and what you need to let go. I want to give a big thanks to those who have brought me down, I’ve learned a lot from you. I don’t regret having you in my life, but I can’t say that I’m not happy you’re not apart of my life anymore. I want to give an even bigger thanks to those who have proved themselves loyal to me and have never let me down. Though there’s very few of you, I want you to know how much you mean to me. It’s crazy to see how people who I have just met mean more to me than people I’ve known for years. Shout out to my best friend in the world, Ryin, for putting up with my psycho wrath when I’m drunk, for taking my good just as well with the bad, and staying by my side no matter what. I’ve put you through hell and back and you still love and care for me through it all. You’re the best friend I could ever ask for. I’ll always be here for you no matter what. I’m a sad panda today, but I know everythings gonna get better.

It’s like a feeling of relief, but also a feeling of loss. I wish you the best.

I may or may not love sleeping in my undies more than anything. HIGHLY DEBATABLE topic, but it’s a close call.